Older brother

My brother married 4years ago.

I was 18 years old and he i 20 years old.

The marriage lends many troubles in home.

I can't write on past histories but I can say seriously,

he loves his new family more than before family.

He often says that.

Before I hated him and think 'I never understand him'.

Now I understand about him very little.

From live alone.

Sometimes, I felt lonely and miss family.

But I can't meet my parents.

So just think like this

'I need to someone who always with me'

Well, I don't know brother's mind exactly, not diffrent mine.

Nevertheless, I still disappointed him.