Boyfriend left

I have a boyfriend.

Honestly, I don't say "He is my boyfriend".

Because when I said that before, some day left, he always want to be parting.

Some kind of a jinx.

Anyway, he and me, while an 1 years almost everyday together.

Today, he leave to his hometown to joining the army.

I don't think anything before,

Now my heart is very sick.

I think I can't sleep for a while.